So after yesterday’s long post I am going to try to keep it short but I doubt it will be. So sorry about that. I hope you enjoy it.
Today I did something called the Real Game which is like a version of Kidzania but a lot more realistic and to be quite frank it was scary. Doing taxes, having three jobs and paying rent as well as a few more. . I was a Solicitor which could not be father than my dream job of being a spy (ssshhh! Don’t tell anyone). It really made me think about what I am going to do with my life and at the age of thirteen I don’t think I am ready for this So I did achieve my goal of keeping it short and I am surprised I managed it. I hope you guys have a good bank holiday! Going Offline xxx Okay!
So it has been quite a while and I did not achieve my goal, not inspirational at all, so that's great. But life doesn't just go up, a friend recently told me that "To fly you need to fall" (we are climbers what did you expect) and as a climber i have done a lot of this recently and not so recently as you will learn. For a while now i have had quite a painful knee (imagine hitting your funny but not quite as bad). I thik i did it by falling on a bouldering wall (climbing without ropes at low heights) o which you are supposed to land with two legs bent when you fall but me being the genius that i am decided to land with one leg straight. *cue the pain Fast forward eight or so months... When i went to the doctors about it bu i was told it was just growing pains whixh did make sense. Fast forward around four months... The pain was still persisting so i went to the doctors again a few weeks ago and they are now saying i might have a tear in my ACL (a ligament in the knee). To find out if i do have a tear i have to have an MRI and i am quite nervous as i have never had one before. From there i will probably have to have surgery or physio and one of those options is far better than the other. You can guess which one I would prefer, the less painfull option, but i dont mind either as long as i can, walk, run and climb lkike i used to. But to be perfectly honest i dont think i have torn my ACL as it is not swollen. So i dont know what to do other than wait for my MRI or write on here. Wish me luck! So i aknowledge that this is not related at all but you guys have to see there two girls who kissed while posing for a photo whith a homophobic itallian politician it was such an empowering and inspirational photo for people all around the world. That photo shows that no one even those in power can controll who we love. By taking that photo they have spread that small act of love which has brought even more awareness to a problem that still affects us in 2019. I think i might be having a midyear crisis (get it mid year/mid life crisis ok i know that was a dad joke and i am sorry) because I have watched three or maybe four christmas films in the last two days (instead of doing homework) and we are now in May the fifth month of the year which i nowhere near December. I cant be the only one, can I? Talking of films have you seen Avengers Endgame which absolutely blew my mind. I know i sometimes do film spoilers and reviews but that is a film i cant spoil because it is just so big and it would be a crime to do so. Talking of Marvel go check out my friends writing at: https://www.quotev.com/story/11718114/Weird-Beautiful-Love-Peter-Parker-x-reader-Romance I hope you liked this post and i am sorry if it didnt quite make sense becaus e i just tipped all of the things that were in my mind and this is what i got. I actually wrote this in my englishcover lesson i hope you guys think it was worth me getting slightly behind on my work on A Midsummer Night's Dream. Going offline xxx Let me just start off by saying sorry for not posting in months, life kinda got in the way. So we are now a quarter of the way into the year and I am making a New Years Resolution (WOW) not my greatest achievement or idea but that is where I am at I guess.
Have you had any really really late resolutions? Going Offline xxx so I saw H yesterday and it all went really well. We ended up remembering our years together - some stories I would definitely prefer to forget.
How has your summer been so far? Going Offline xxx Earlier today I had a text from someone that I thought I may never see again.
Three and a half years ago my friend H left my school and moved abroad. I knew she was doing ok as another friends mum is best friends with H’s mum. When she wrote that her name was H it took a few seconds to ring a bell. We are now meeting up tomorrow to catch up but I am worried how it will it go. What will we talk about? Is definitely one of my main gears as we were both pretty young when she left I am not sure if we will still get along. If you have ever experienced this please write your thoughts in the comments. Going offline xxx Spoiler alert do not read this if you have not watched 'The Amazing Spider-Man 2' sorry!
Have you ever watched a film and it has ended in the worst way possible in your eyes? You probably have most people do. I just did and to be honest it was bad. I was loving the film until that point (if you have watched it you will know what I mean) the point that the one true love for Peter Parker falls to her untimely death. It was as if the slow-mo was slowed down even more by my brain which, made it incredibly slow. My brain then asked me why have you spent hours of your life watching this series of films when it ends like this but you know what that is life. The answer is we sometimes secretly enjoy watching films with bad endings because it makes the unbelievable slightly more believable if only a small amount. It gives us hope that maybe spiderman really exists. I have felt like that hundreds of times after reading book series, films and once or twice friendships but don't let that stop you because if you don't try you will never find things you love and enjoy. I realise this post has been quite depressing but it is true. So, I guess my message is don't stop trying or believing. Sometimes bad things are going to happen and at the time it may feel like it is the end of the whole entire world but think this planet has been around for millions of years it is not about to end now or that is what I am hoping. So keep watching films and TV whether they are rubbish or great just do something you enjoy this summer. Do you agree with me about the ending of the film? I hope you liked this post. Going Offline xxx P.S I do realise how cheesy that post was. So I have started a blog.
Why you may ask. Other than the fact that I have always wanted to I have absolutely no idea. I guess I want a place that I can write what I really mean and think. I have decided to keep this blog anonymous so that no one I know will judge or be upset by my opinions. I was never exactly a Bridget Jones when I tried to write a diary. So I hope creating a blog will help me work out how to survive being a teenage girl in a world where people judge you in every photo. You always have to have a perfect outfit in every outfit of the day photo that you are supposed to take and coming from someone who cringes at every photo ever taken of me - trust me - there are A LOT. I guess being extremely un-photogenic led me to loving photography which allows you to capture a moment in time forever. At my age if you say something is your hobby or you are good at something a lot of people will say me to just to fit in but on this blog I hope everyone can and will express themselves without hurting others. By the way I hope that didn’t sound to cliche. Ok, so that’s it for now thank you for reading (if anyone is). If you are reading this leave a comment of what you think. Going offline xxx |
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